blindfaith

Impossible vain
You told me I was totally without shame
I thought to myself
This kind of luck is my middle name
Boy you need to know
Sometimes I think I'm out of my head
The bigger the words
The stranger I feel
So give me a chance to explain
And erase all bad things
I've said

You tell me I'm selfish, delirious
That's not what I am
I tell you I'm speechless,
You know who I am
I've got a little sparkle,
Inside of me
And you tell me I'm selfish, delirious

In between days
I wanna paint you a rainbow
To cover all the gray
In between days
I wanna kiss and tell to end
This game we play
I wish you could read my mind

You tell me I'm selfish, delirious
That's not what I am
I tell you I'm speechless,
You know who I am
I've got a little sparkle,
Inside of me
And you tell me I'm selfish, delirious

Tell me do you cry
I cry all the time
Tears that are turning to ice
I cry
Sparkle come alive
Sparkle that melt i

I wish you could read my mind

You tell me I'm selfish, delirious
That's not what I am
I tell you I'm speechless,
You know who I am
I've got a little sparkle,
Inside of me
And you tell me I'm selfish, delirious

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Just nu tror jag inte riktigt på något som sagts den senaste tiden. Kanske var det inte mitt fel. Kanske var det inte jag som gjorde fel? Har jag tryckt ner mej själv i två veckors tid helt i onödan?
Hur länge orkar man med att ständigt bli negativt överraskad? 

Är det för mkt begärt med ärlighet? Och att man håller vad man lovat?
Fungerar det om ärligheten inte finns?

Kan väl inte hålla mej undan dig längre snart. Vill bara.. orkar bara inte prata.

There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how 

Detta är allvar.